The poet dies a second death
Forever crippled, forever forgotten
He looks at the bloodshed
Pain cringes through his veins
And as the last petal on the amaranth withers
His heart stopped beating
He has tried
But each time his sword pierces his skin
He hides the wound
Nothing but a lonely sibling walking this dead world
The poet dies once more

You're right, what is big thing to you might not be a big thing to others.

And I thought...
To the world, you may just be one person, but to one person, you may be the world.

My friend once told me this when I was still a freshie
"The spaces between your fingers were made so another person could fill them."
And I guess that time, that person wasn't me.

I just simply damn hate people who do stupid things. Like MUM!!
She tried to spite me today cuz I always said I didnt wanna talk to her. I said it cuz I know she's just trying to talk to me and by that I mean becuz she has nth good to say, but she ngeh ngeh want to talk to me so she sort of ask me a lot of stupid things. Somehow she has a skewed mindset that a mum has to talk to her kid.

COME ON MUM, if you got nth much to say to me den dont say la. Or maybe you should get to know your kid better.

Anyways, so I was just showing her some pics I took during the kent ridge race. Came across this guy wearing a red goggle (I had just bought a new red goggle). She went "wah so its becuz he's wearing red dats why you went to buy today".

I CANNOT FUCKING STAND PEOPLE ESP MY MUM TO SAY I BUY THINGS BECUZ OTHER PEOPLE HAVE IT. CANT I FUCKING HAVE MY OWN TASTE AND OPINION?

So i was furious and told her dat NO its not becuz of dat and told her that she's very irritating. Den she decided to "give me a taste of my own medicine" by replying "I dun wanna talk to you already".

And how I know? Cuz 1 min later she came back into my room and told me now I know how she feels when I tell her that. Fuck man, I said that in the past cuz you were talking crap to me and now YOU'RE the one talking the crap about wad I buy cuz other ppl wear it and you're saying you dun wanna talk to me anymore?

WTF man, its no wonder I hate to go home.

Today is a sad day.
I've graduated from TP.

Somehow, I feel that I'm not yet satisfied with my experience in TP. The friendship I've gathered is extraordinary and I've been given chances and opportunities that not many students have.

I've been listening to some soothing songs to hopefully calm my worried heart. And just as I was looking for a final song to end my day, I couldn't find a fitting song to put an end to all. Then, I remembered this song.

And this is also a dedication